The Emotional Clutter In Your DNA - Could Be An STD

" I wish I knew then what I know now" rings true with this topic. I am now 58 years old.  I graduated from High School in 1975.  I was a good Christian girl that never even thought about sex until it was time to get married.  I was 17 then.  That marriage lasted about 2 years and I started making up for lost time after that.   To date I've been married five times.  To say I've kissed a lot of frogs seems way too innocent when counting how many one night stands I've had.  This was during the 1970's when I was young enough to enjoy drinking and dancing all night.  I'm one of the people who has experienced being in bed with a lover trying to remember his name.  I didn't feel dirty and I wasn't ashamed really,  I just knew that it wasn't what I was taught was acceptable behavior of a nice girl, that's all.

  I didn't think it really mattered knowing I had no idea who most of the men were thinking I would probably never see them again.  This was not a home town area.  I was living in Fort Walton Beach, FLA among a young military population where everyone is very transit.  I had a great job and met great guys.  I loved them all...at least for the night.  Knowing I would never see them again was the good thing.  Then there are those awkward moments when you run into someone many years later and I mean MANY years later who feels so familiar when the first thing you think is "Did I sleep with you once?".  I have a good friend who he and I have actually had to go back and comb through our memories to try to recall where and if we had met before because we felt connected.  We haven't been able to identify the night or if we had ever met before but it sure seemed like we could have crossed paths at one time.  

This was during the time when "Herpes" was just being discovered.  I remember the American Medical Association saying it came from monkeys.  Then there was AIDES which originally the AMA said was from Haiti.  I wasn't sleeping with monkeys and I didn't know anyone from Haiti.  I was clear.  Pregnancy was the biggest concern I had because I was too uninformed to think otherwise.  

Transition to many years later.  I was going through the Hilton manager training program. I had been hired to be on the management team of several Hampton Inns.  The part I was dreading the most was housekeeping training which included 3 weeks of cleaning rooms and learning the hotel standards for a perfect guest room.  Once I began this training I learned to love it because there was something there I learned that I had never been aware of.  I could read the energy on the bed! I could tell what kind of rest the person had, if they were at peace or if they were not such a good person.  There was actually an energy imprint on the bed.  I could feel it.  It either felt kind and good or hostile and under pressure with not such a good rest.  I felt like I personally needed to go though a cleansing or ritual of some sort when exiting those rooms.  I can feel criminal activity, abuse and sexual energy.  I can feel pornography and lower energies and know if the person who slept in that bed had an illness or an addiction.  It wasn't good, but I loved stepping into each room and seeing what I was going to find next.  The girls working with me got a big kick out of me reacting to each room.  It wasn't about the cleaning process but what was unseen.  

After cleaning room after room and realizing the energy left behind from the previous guest was evident, it then occurred to me, "What in the heck does this mean when we pull people into our intimate space allowing them into our beds."  I then began to think back of 30 years ago when my life seemed to be on the spin cycle of a heavy duty washer.  I didn't know if I was coming or going. I am now aware that multiple sexual partners leaves one with mixed emotional signals within our vibrational system. This was all about choices I was making but now that I have an understanding of how energy works, it scares the hell out of me.  It is more scary than and more permanent than bodily fluids which seems really gross right now.

If you are an empath or a sixth sensory human being, which I know we all are to some degree, we will pick on things around us that serve as an information source.  First of all when we drink or use drugs that numb us out, we are setting ourselves up to navigate with no radar and you are too drunk to read a map.  You know nothing.  You could be in the middle of toxic waste and you are getting no vibes.  Use your gifts wisely.

I believe when we bring someone into our circle not necessarily sleeping with them simply hanging out with them too,  their stuff becomes our stuff.  What they carry around in their energy DNA definitely becomes a part of our permanent soul imprint.  If they have a crazy ex wife and bad children and debt and criminal activity in their life, then you have a crazy ex wife and bad children and debt and criminal activity in YOUR life.  It may seem to be undercover, (pun here) but it isn't.  You are affected and there is no easy pill or shot to make it go away.

 You must chose to clean your energy by your intentions, your thoughts your words and improve your vibration.  The law of attraction is always at work and remember that when you allow someone to be close, you are stepping into everything that is in their lives too.  You must learn to protect yourself through prayer asking that "Only what is of God and from God shall enter my space".  Also another good mantra is "I surround myself with the white light of the Holy Spirit."  Salt water is suppose to be a good cleanser for your auric field as well as burning bundles of cedar.  Smudging is usually thought to be done with sage, but I have been taught sage is for blessings and cedar bundles are for cleansing.

There ia no such thing as "Casual" sex or "Friends with Benefits" when you are entwining the energies of two people."